Ok so my ed has definitely come back (bulimia)
In the past month - I barely eat and when I do, I can’t keep it down. And I’ve lost 5kgs
So tomorrow I have to visit my therapist as per usual and I’m not sure whether to tell her just yet? If I do I could be at risk of being re admitted into hospital and having all my meals controlled and weigh ins and then if I don’t then I suppose the only bad thing will be my health at risk. Though I’m not underweight just yet so maybe I can get away with not saying anything… Then maybe say something when I am underweight? 
Ah I really don’t know what to do, I could just talk about my depression and everything else that is going horribly wrong.
Should I say something just yet or wait a little longer? - I am currently 149cm weighing at 43kgs, 16 years old  -  

Should I wait until im 40kgs and then say something or what? I’m so lost ah help!